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  • The spiritual journey

    The spiritual journey

    A work in progress….

    Every journey has its beginning and its end, but one…
    The end is not the purpose, but the knowledge gained en route
    Each stride an experience with its own fragrance
    The trumpet call is but transition
    Awaken! Awaken! Awaken!
    Circles within circles – the octave rises

    Seek the truth with a heart of innocence
    Where the heart is pure the Divine appears
    Boldly giving birth to mirth

    Expend energy to build on a stable foundation
    The Divine seed incarnate in the earthly body
    Creative force is released for benevolence

    Gather experience and knowledge
    Ardour conquers enmity
    Fidelity searches for community
    Prudence avoids rashness
    Withdraw to contemplate
    With purity, life is augmented with joy

    Intuition is possible with intelligence
    The wise route travelled with dignity
    Radiate leadership with power, warmth and love
    Memory vitalize conscience
    Purge the soul of earthly gross
    Acknowledge the fruit of your labour

    Experiences weighed on the scale
    Silence refreshes the balance
    Retain only the worthy and seek beauty

    In service offer selflessly
    Advance through parity and indifference
    Act boldly with courage

    Aim consciousness towards a worthy goal
    Become the conduit for flow
    Reason exposes error and upholds truth
    Accomplished through insight gained
    Desire aspiring continuously upward
    Universal love born in man’s heart

    Radiate the Magnificent within
    Let compassion encourage cheerfulness
    Ever exercising charity towards those in need
    Find justice within cosmic law
    embrace harmony with all men
    seek and find mystical unification

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  • New year celebration

    New year celebration 3366

    Rosicrucian

    I attended the Rosicrucian new year ceremony today with my daughter. According to the Rosicrucian calendar it is now the year 3366. As usual it was a beautiful ceremony filled with symbolic meaning.

    Me and my daughter

     

    The archivist, outgoing Master, me, the regional coordinator and the guardian.

  • Mystical group work

    Mystical group work

    Cyclic progression

    Simple observation will reveal many cycles in our daily lives. The yearly cycle is probably the one man was most aware off from ancient times.  Leaders of gatherer/hunter groups had to predict where the group must migrate in order to survive. Leaders of human settlements had to predict how much stock to keep to last a winter until the next harvest time. In modern days businesses are still operating within an annual budget cycle.  As mystics we know those cycles are more than the seasons of the year, we realize that we all have our own spiritual rhythms.  Important for us today is that any collective group working together towards a mystical aim has their own annual cycle starting today.

    Any group must have a leadership that ensure the group is operational and active. They must not only ensured the survival of the group but must also ensure that the work of that group is sustainable. I have no doubt in my mind that much had been sacrificed by many leaders for the good of the group. In each the group must be grateful for the leadership, but also assist the leader to keep the group cohesion. The leader must be the inspiration for members to encourage them to adopt the collective ethos of the group.

    A leader must contemplate long and hard before responding to the call to serve as leader and assess if he/she is worthy for the role. The call to lead will come at the right time.  The right time for leadership is when the leader is overwhelmed with a sense of gratitude that gives birth to an urge to give back that which was received from the group. The leader’s sincere intent is to continue on the firm foundation that was laid by his/her predecessors.  

    One thing is clear to me:  the leader is not the group and the group is not the leader.  The leader can set the rhythm of the group but the amplitude is set by the members of the group.  The leader can maintain a the group ethos but it is the members that carry out the mission of the group. Going cycle after cycle like a dog chasing its tail is meaningless. We dare not to a cycle and end it without change.  Each member must set his/her own personal vision for yearly cycle of the group and fit that within a collective vision of the group.

    Firstly the evolution of the each of the members must be looked after and subsequently, and of equal importance, the evolution of the group towards being of greater service to humanity. 

    Leave it to members to listen to the God of their hearts on how each should evolve themselves, but members should not delay the actions they need to take. 

    A mystical group has the aim of growth for through growth the group will enrich the experience of each member and deepen our collective mystical experience.  The leader’s aim will be to set a rhythm for growth within the group. Members should set for themselves a planned rhythm of attendance and participation in the group’s work. Predictability will form a firm foundation for growth. When a person set his/her resolve clearly then all join hands together to benefit fully from the group as a whole.

  • A boy’s art

    A boy’s art

    Parenting

    I have uploaded my own feeble artwork since the inception of my Xanga blog. I started off with very simplistic sketches and to a degree even my current art is that of an obvious layman. My daughter continued to take art at school. Today she browsed through my Xanga to explore all the pictures I placed on Xanga of her art going back seven years ago. She could see how much she has grown in terms of her art. It showed some of the value of a blog like Xanga when your family can look back and see how your life evolved. My daughter could also see how her mind was already starting to see some unusual insights as a young child. She showed from an early age signs of being sagacious.

    My son also took art at school this year and in keeping with the tradition of putting their art on Xanga here is some sketches he recently sketched. Both are of course inspired by the film “The hobbit”. His style is significantly different from my daughter’s style but these characters certainly looks animated. Their countenance speaks volumes. For sure an augury that fills one with an expectation.

     

     

     

  • Pope Francis 1

    Pope Francis 1

    #Religion and world affairs

    Last night the world watched the stature of a new Pope appearing on a balcony. Before his appearance many speculated who it would be and what the impact of this man would be. I was more interested than in the past…not because I am more interested in Roman Catholism but I am more interested in the spiritual state and well being of humanity as a whole. Pope Francis seems to come with a promise of highlighting and showing compassion to the plight of the poor not only in words but in action. He seems to start of on a humble tone by asking for the people to pray for him. He chose Francis as name referring to Saint Francis of Assisi, who is well known for his humble approach to power. His critics were quick to point out that he argued with the Argentinian goverment on the question of gay marriages and the distribution of free condoms. Weighing the focus being placed on poverty against  a conservative approach to sexual practices it seems overall more positive than negative. In my country rape and abuse of woman and children are common occurences and maybe we are in dire need to be more conservative in terms of our sexual practises. For me personally a conservative approach is not wrong when it is a personal choice but it is a problem when it is inforced on the masses with a lack of compassion and tollerance.

    Irrespective from a mystical point the entrance of a new Pope as religious head of 1.2 billion people is of significance. There is always the hope that a man in such powerful and influential position will use it to advance humanity’s spirituality. I prayed for the Pope and my my prayer for him was that he truly will complete his full term, remaining true to his conscience.

  • TOGAF training

    TOGAF Training

    Development

    I finished day two of my 5 day TOGAF training course. TOGAF is essentially a framework and development methodology for enterprise architectures. Although I am well acquainted with the framework, I am not certified. This course will give me the opportunity to become a certified practitioner. Even more valuable is that I will be able to use the knowledge to further advance my information architecture. 

  • Know thyself

    Know thyself

    Mysticism

    The electronic doorbell of my house broke one day.  I am not much of a handy man but decided on that day to install a new doorbell.  The installation required that I install the wiring through pipes from my kitchen where there would be a speaker phone to the front of my home where the door bell will be located. After a full day of diligently working I finally completed the installation. The doorbell worked and I could clearly hear somebody speak from the front door to my kitchen. Satisfied with my accomplishment I put away my tools. A while later I needed to go to the shops to buy some groceries. As I was driving away I glanced back at my handiwork. Something looked odd but I could not figure out exactly what was bothering me.  With closer examination later I realised that I have installed the doorbell upside down…the way it was installed would have left rain in and drastically shorten the life span of the doorbell. 

    The lesson of this story is: If all else fails then read the manual! If I have taken the time to read the manual I would have installed the doorbell correctly the first time.

    The  adage “Know thyself” is well known to me. I have become so familiar with the term that I often forget what it means or why I deemed it important. More important, is the fact that despite agreeing with this epigram, few have a method or technique to know themselves.  We lack a manual for knowing ourselves.

    The term, “Know Thyself “, was inscribed in the Pronaos (forecourt) of the Temple of Apollo at Delphi according to the Greek peripatetic writer Pausanias.   The inscription further led to the conclusion … and thou shalt know the gods.” It is important to note the link that is drawn by the Greeks between knowing oneself and an experience of the divine.  The proverbs in the Outer Temple read:  ”The body is the house of God.”  The placement of these two was not accidental. To know oneself one must be aware of one’s body.

    The Greek Philosopher Plato employed the maxim ‘Know Thyself’ extensively by having the character of Socrates use it to motivate his dialogues. Plato makes it clear that Socrates is referring to a long-established wisdom when he refers to the maxim.  For example: In Plato’s Phaedrus, Socrates uses the maxim ‘know thyself’ as his explanation to Phaedrus for why he has no time for mythology or other far flung topics. Socrates says, “But I have no leisure for them at all; and the reason, my friend, is this: I am not yet able, as the Delphic inscription has it, to know myself; so it seems to me ridiculous, when I do not yet know that, to investigate irrelevant things.” Socrates says in essence that people make themselves appear ridiculous when they are trying to know obscure things before they know themselves.

    Know thyself has often been a corner stone rejected. “Can one know oneself” wondered the French poetess George Sand. “Is one ever somebody?” “When will I ever see that Am that I Am?” lamented the poet Rumi. Scores of poets and philosophers dedicated their lives to inquiring about the Self, seeking its elusive mysteries, digging deep to unearth that hidden stone without which all construction would be in vain. Some attained remarkable results, attested to by the legacy of their works. Others never found an end to their quest.

    For the mystic the attempt to know him or herself is one technique in gaining a deeper knowledge of the divine. To the mystic the self is a reflection of the Source of creation. To “Know thyself” is also a pathway to self mastery.  a mystical philosophy cannot be without grounding but must reify the essence of value into the reality of the present moment. When we strive towards self-mastery then it is self-mastery in this life, the current life we are living in the present.  What does self mastery mean? It means learning how to chart your own course through life. How to find the means to make the right choices and decisions? It means being able to take charge of your life and help those around you to achieve a happier and healthier existence.  None of these can be achieved if we do not know ourselves.

    The question today is do we really know ourselves?  What needs to be done to know yourself? Gurdjieff taught that through simple observation we can establish that man has at least four levels of consciousness:  A state of sleep, like when we sleep in our beds at night, a waking sleep where we are doing things almost on autopilot. Then there is the waking conscious where we are alert, mindful and our thoughts are crystal clear. Lastly there are those who profess to a consciousness where we are aware of the divine e.g. a consciousness beyond the normal consciousness.  Following Socrates’s reasoning if we don’t know ourselves we cannot know the mystical way of live which is far more intricate and delicate in its fabric. The insistence on a form of gnosis (knowledge) from mystics is often seen as secretive and therefor classified to be occult.  From the mystic’s perspective this insight into life comes only through developing one’s consciousness…and the experience of the divine cannot be shared or transferred through knowledge alone. Each individual must reach out to gain access to the mystical experience.

    Volumes have been written on the topic of self-knowledge by various mystics. The cue we find from Delphi lies in the writing on the outer wall: “The body is the house of God.”  Whatever your conception of God, we must acknowledge we are here as human beings. I will not be venture into speculation on the how or why? What we must acknowledge is that the body is a marvelous and unique instrument of life.  I recently visited a display called Body Worlds shows where one can view plasticized bodies or body parts. Real bodies that were donated by people while they were living. The display shows the intricacy of the design of the human body.  Suffice to say in order to know ourselves we must begin by observing ourselves.  To become aware of our body is to the mystic preparation something like kindergaren is in relation to university.

    We are conditioned to continue mental, emotional and physical activities entirely mechanical. Ordinary activities do not require our attention or presence even to the smallest degree.  One can live a whole life-time marching a habitual treadmill to oblivion, never experiencing what it means to be alive.  The reality is that we easily fall into the pattern of being seduced by our sensations and our mental distractions. In a sense we become hostage to our own ideas just happening automatically. We flop down in a chair in a prescribed manner.  When somebody says something we return with anger, disgust, or whatever emotion that is usually stirred by certain behavior. Seldom have we stopped to think about it and seen the choices we had. We do not use any will of our own for it is arrested by activities and interests that is learned, programmed into our behavior rather than from our conscious action.

    Knowing thyself begins with observing every aspect of the body.  See how you recline against the back of the chair, the rate of your breathing…how fast or slow you move? How do you behave when you see somebody… are you aware of your body language?  Every action you make represents in some manner your energy and how energy is directed.  Through self observation we learn concentration, a capability that is essential in our deepened understanding of the divine. To constantly observe ourselves we need to overcome three enemies: wandering attention, distractions and seductions. 

    Nature does not fear ordinary efforts; we need to make special effort to outsmart Nature if we want to truly observe ourselves and have a deeper view of the divine. We must force our Nature to make a mistake so that we can see who we really are.  We are conditioned to fall into the routine and monotony of automated living. By observing ourselves we begin to awaken our deeper awareness.

    It is natural that as we observe ourselves that we will want to start to change ourselves. One should  guard against this urge. Just take time to observe and note. Note how your behavior changes when you are at home relative to the time when you are at work. Don’t be self-critical when you observe yourself by judging action as right or wrong, just take note. You will find that when you decide to observe yourself you will begin strongly and before you know it there will be a realisation that you have stopped observing yourself. Do not chastise yourself for failing. To really learn the concentration to observe yourself takes time and requires persistance.

    One method of lifting our awareness is through intentionally concentrating the fullest possible attention on the source of attention namely our activities. This form of self-study is the beginning of mystical work.  Maybe nothing noticeable will happen for a long time, but eventually, with perseverance, we will obtain definite results.  Nobody else can increase your awareness only you can do it by taking the time to learn how to observe yourself.  As our awareness of ourselves increases it begins to form a bridge between our world and the higher dimensions of being. When we become more conscious of our selves then we take an active step in our voluntary evolution. Ultimately we learn to appreciate not just our own constitution but also gain more respect for humanity and the challenges humanity face to live consciously. 

    I wanted through this discourse inspire everybody to once again take up the challenge to ‘know yourself’. This is not a complete discourse with a full set of answers but it hopefully it stimulates somebody to once again ask: “Do I know myself?” There is no manual because we each differ…and within us we each carry a different mirror of the divine. Try to observe yourself…and open yourself up for the knowledge you gleam by just being more aware …and do not be surprised that one day you will begin to develop a new awareness of who you are.

  • ART

    ART

    Parenting

    My daughter is now doing art as a school subject at a proper art school and has surpassed me by far in terms of my own meager attempts at art. Seeing her excel with ease in in art makes me very happy. There is no more pleasure than seeing your child moving ahead. She chose her school subjects in a very rounded manner to incorporate science and beauty.  So allow me to share my daughters art today. Since all of these are inspired by Impressionistic painting they were given names that are emotional evocative.

     

    1) The main assignment Oil on Canvas entitled: Playfulness

     

    2) Pencil on paper: Delight

     

    3) Water color on paper: Innocence

     

    4) Charcoal on paper:  Curiosity

     

    5) Water color on Paper: Courage

    5) Charcoal on paper: Dispair

  • Group work

    Group work

    RC reflection

    I have always pride myself on being an individualist and scoffed at being part of the group. I quoted philosophers that espoused the view of individual liberalism. The balancing act between working as an individuality and working within a group is sensitive. When I look at my world closely the advantages of being part of a group is undeniable. Much more can be achieved when a group works together towards the fulfillment of an aim than when an individual does so. The adjustment needed to strive towards group objectives is not always easy since it requires that the ego be released for the benefit of the group. In my ideal  world however the group will prosper when each personal aim can be fulfilled and that the group adapts to leverage from those personal aims. For any group to prosper each group member must be able and wanting to contribute the group. Often it is up to the leader to understand the strengths and the weaknesses of the group to assist the group member to identify how he/she can best contribute to the group as a whole.

    A group must have a common vision or reason for the group’s existence. Once that vision is established along with the role of each member progress can be made. However, in a paradoxical world, or a dyadic world a singular goal is often insufficient…and even destructive. Whether successful or unsuccessful the obsession with a singular outcome can easily lead to the demise of the group as a whole. The leader that wants sustainability in the group will know how to shift the goal in continuous adjustment to changing circumstances. The leader risk however that he is seen as unstable or directionless and therefore the process of managing shifting perspectives are important.

    The main purpose can remain stable but the pathway towards the main purpose can be reached through shifting emphasis between polar opposites. Constancy is the biggest reason why most group endeavors fail. A group rhythm must be established that provides the momentum for the group to flourish. The rhythm must be like a pulse that request from a member effort and then slowly provide the member some space for individuality to emerge. The move between individuality and group work that the leader must manage at all time.

    The shift is not constant and the same for the whole group but must be adjusted to the nature of each individual. So at all times in the group there will be members that must perform group work and members that can focus on personal aims.

  • Qi-Gong day

    Qi-Gong day

    Health

    Today I went to a Health Qi-Gong (Chi Kung) workshop in Stellenbosh presented by Dr Jeff Lan. The event was part of a community outreach by the South African health Qi-Gong Association to promote mental and physical health. My son and daughter went with me and my daughter invited two of her friends along. Somebody sponsored the hall at the OJ Olivier art school for us to use.  We were about 32 people of which 7 was made up by Shirfu Jeff Lan and his direct students. He brought them along so that they can help the people how to assume the correct postures.

    PATIENCE

    DISCIPLINE

    FORTITUDE

    CONFIDENCE

     

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    Qi-Gong photoblog

    1) The venue

    2) Our instructor Johand de Goede introduces Shirfu Jeff Lan

    3) The hands falling down

    4) Dr Jeff Lan explaining the theory behind Qi-Gong

    5) Ready to stretch the bow

    6) Stretching the bow

    7) Stretching upward

    8) Opening up

    9) Showing us how to do it correctly.

    10) Finally doing it correctly

    11) Some needed more detailed explanations.